2015-February

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Feb. 2, 2015

Ethan Kobie Schiefner comes into the world. At 918pm BC time I gasp and say, "Michelle!". I call mom and sure as shit, the baby was born! I'm so proud of my sister, she's one of the strongest women I know. She is an inspiration and I've always looked up to her. I love her so. Such a beautiful life this is...

All my pages are ending... reaching the end of the chinese year, the end of books, the change of the calendars, of skin and of perceptions. I'm a character turning the leaf, new wisdom and new truths. Thinking new thoughts, seeing new eyes and growing more limbs. There's change as constant as the new morning light. New strokes, new beginnings for others...the start of something unknown? Everything I know is a start of a beginning I know already. the circles in between the spirals...

2015-January

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the new moon is the darkest time when you are left to search in the darkness, eyes to see, but like clockwork, it changes by the second...after Epiphany comes the returning of the light. 

 1/24 Waxing cresecent: growth, knowledge, fullness, complexity

1/31 frustration boils over, full moon swells, the rising waves of emotion bring out the best in us, natural and primitive. to take time outs. it's always better that way. I knew it. As a woman feels the fullness of the moon...without checking the calendar, she knows it in her soul.